NOW THAT I AM BUMMED!!!

*~THINGS WILL GET BETTER IN TIME, JUST READ ON... IT IS THE UNIVERSE AND HOW IT SEEMS TO ALL COME TOGETHER~*


TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY AS IT STARTED... BUT I AM SURE YOU ALL KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SOMETHING COMES UP AND TRYS TO BRING YOU DOWN... WELL THAT IS TODAY MY FRIEND... ONE BUMMED OUT DAY...

WELL THE DAY STARTED AS I WOKE UP LATE AND ENDED UP BEING SLIGHTLY LATE FOR WORK... THUS, THIS WAS OUT OF MY HANDS..JOSH WAS HAVING A HELL OF A DAY ALREADY AT MR. ARTHUR'S AND I WAS CRASHED OUT ON THE BED SO.. I AM SURE YOU GET THE PICTURE... WELL ANYWAYS, I MANAGED TO COME TO WORK AND START OUT THE COLD DAY WITH PREPARING THE PAPER WORK THAT WOULD ACCOMPLISH THE SECOND AND THIRD SHIFTS... THERE ARE SOME NEW POLICIES AT MY JOB ABOUT HAVING TO WRITE DOWN EACH AND EVERY DOOR THAT I CHECK AND LOCK THROUGH OUT THE EIGHT HOUR SHIFT... WELL THAT IS NO BIG DEAL EVENTUALLY THE POLICY WILL BE GONE ANYWAYS.. MY BOSS HAS A TENDENCY OF MAKING THINGS REALLY HARD ON EVERYONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK OF EVERY MONTH.. I AM JUST USE TO IT BY NOW... WELL, I WAS OCCUPIED AT ABOUT FIVE PM.. GETTING MY LITTLE GOLF CART READY TO ROLL AND THEN THE OWNER OF THE FACILITY THAT I WORK AT PULLS UP IN HIS SOUPED UP SUPRA... THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IS NOT EVEN A CAR AT THIS POINT IT IS STRAIGHT DRAG RACING VEHICLE.. WELL I INTRODUCED MYSELF AND WENT ON MY MERRY WAY AFTER SEEING THE FACT THAT THERE WAS ABOUT TWO MILLION WORTH OF SHIT BEHIND MY JOB.. THIS HAS BEEN UNDER MY NOSE THE WHOLE TIME AND I AM HERE ALMOST EVERYDAY... WELL THAT IS BESIDES THE FACT OF MY DAY.. I CALLED JOSH TO TELL HIM ABOUT MY ENCOUNTERING WITH THE MAN AND BY THE TIME I COULD EVEN SPEAK HE GOT FRUSTRATED AND HUNG UP ON ME... NOTHING STRANGE FOR HIM TO DO, THIS IS AN EVERYDAY ACCURANCE.. WELL THAT WAS THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG... HE DECIDES ABOUT 15 MINUTES AFTER HANGING UP ON ME TO CALL ME BACK AND HIT ME WITH THE FACT THAT OUR BANK ACCOUNT IS NEGATIVE $13.00 SO NOW I CAN BE PREPARED FOR OVERDRAFT FEES... WE ALL LOVE THOSE... WELL THAT IS JUST ADDING TO THE FACT THAT MY CAR NOTE HAS NOT BEEN PAID AND I UP THE ROOF WITH THAT ALREADY AND THEN THE WATER WORKS COME IN... I AM HAVING AN EMOTIONAL OVERLOAD.. I HAVEN'T EATEN ALL DAY AND NOW I AM BEING TOLD THAT I AM BROKE AND HAVE NOT PAID MY BILLS.. I JUST LOVE THE SOUND OF HOW SHIT IS HITTING THE FAN.. WELL, IN TURN I CALL MY MOTHER.. AND SHE IS NOT SO SUPPORTIVE BUT SHE REALLY TRIED... I AM NOT REALLY WANTING TO BE HANDED MONEY OR ANYTHING.. I AM JUST BREAKING DOWN BECAUSE I AM WORKING AND I AM NOT MOVING FORWARD IN ANYWAY... WELL SHE HUNG UP WITH ME AND THAT WAS GOING TO BE THAT... BUT THEN I GET A PHONE CALL FROM MY FATHER AND HE IS TELLING ME THE SAME BULLSHIT DIFFERENT DAY.. GET ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE AND I WILL HELP YOU ..BLAH BLAH BLAH.... YOU KNOW YOU CAN NOT LIVE OFF OF $7.50 AN HOUR IT JUST DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY.. WELL.. I DIDN'T TELL HIM THAT BUT ONE OF THESE DAYS I WOULD LOVE TO EXPLAIN TO HIM HOW IT REALLY IS IN MY WORLD... NOT THE WORLD IN WHICH HE LIVES IN.. WELL.... COME TO FIND OUT MY MOTHER TOLD MY FATHER THAT I WAS DOWN.. AND THAT HE NEEDED TO CALL ME.. AND IT JUST COMES TO FIND OUT THAT WHEN HE ASKED HOW I WAS I TOLD HIM... I AM JUST TIRED OF BILLS...PAYING BILLS AND THEN YOU HAVE MORE BILLS AND THEN AT THE END OF YOUR CHECK YOU AIN'T GOT SHIT FOR YOURSELF.. IT SUCKS AND I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO ENJOY IT AT ALL...IT IS LIKE GETTING FUCKED IN THE ASS BUT THIS TIME IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD....

WELL, AFTER THIS WHOLE DURATION OF CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER BACK AND FORWARD.. I HAD ENDED UP WITH A GREAT JOB AVAILABLE TO ME.. $2.50 MORE THAN WHAT I AM MAKING NOW AND BENEFITS.. WHICH I DO NOT HAVE AND GAS/VEHICLE EXPENENSE PAID FOR... I LOVE IT THIS IS GOING TO BE THE BEGININING TO LIFE GETTING BETTER.. I KNEW THIS YEAR WAS GOING TO BE A GREAT YEAR.. IT IS JUST TAKING SOME TIME AND I NEED TO BE PATIENT.. THE UNIVERSE IS ALIGNING IN MY DIRECTION AND I SHOULD BE THANKFUL...


*~I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD AND THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WHEN I WAS SO BUMMED TODAY!!!~*