*~THINGS WILL GET BETTER IN TIME, JUST READ ON... IT IS THE UNIVERSE AND HOW IT SEEMS TO ALL COME TOGETHER~*
TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY AS IT STARTED... BUT I AM SURE YOU ALL KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SOMETHING COMES UP AND TRYS TO BRING YOU DOWN... WELL THAT IS TODAY MY FRIEND... ONE BUMMED OUT DAY...
WELL THE DAY STARTED AS I WOKE UP LATE AND ENDED UP BEING SLIGHTLY LATE FOR WORK... THUS, THIS WAS OUT OF MY HANDS..JOSH WAS HAVING A HELL OF A DAY ALREADY AT MR. ARTHUR'S AND I WAS CRASHED OUT ON THE BED SO.. I AM SURE YOU GET THE PICTURE... WELL ANYWAYS, I MANAGED TO COME TO WORK AND START OUT THE COLD DAY WITH PREPARING THE PAPER WORK THAT WOULD ACCOMPLISH THE SECOND AND THIRD SHIFTS... THERE ARE SOME NEW POLICIES AT MY JOB ABOUT HAVING TO WRITE DOWN EACH AND EVERY DOOR THAT I CHECK AND LOCK THROUGH OUT THE EIGHT HOUR SHIFT... WELL THAT IS NO BIG DEAL EVENTUALLY THE POLICY WILL BE GONE ANYWAYS.. MY BOSS HAS A TENDENCY OF MAKING THINGS REALLY HARD ON EVERYONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK OF EVERY MONTH.. I AM JUST USE TO IT BY NOW... WELL, I WAS OCCUPIED AT ABOUT FIVE PM.. GETTING MY LITTLE GOLF CART READY TO ROLL AND THEN THE OWNER OF THE FACILITY THAT I WORK AT PULLS UP IN HIS SOUPED UP SUPRA... THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IS NOT EVEN A CAR AT THIS POINT IT IS STRAIGHT DRAG RACING VEHICLE.. WELL I INTRODUCED MYSELF AND WENT ON MY MERRY WAY AFTER SEEING THE FACT THAT THERE WAS ABOUT TWO MILLION WORTH OF SHIT BEHIND MY JOB.. THIS HAS BEEN UNDER MY NOSE THE WHOLE TIME AND I AM HERE ALMOST EVERYDAY... WELL THAT IS BESIDES THE FACT OF MY DAY.. I CALLED JOSH TO TELL HIM ABOUT MY ENCOUNTERING WITH THE MAN AND BY THE TIME I COULD EVEN SPEAK HE GOT FRUSTRATED AND HUNG UP ON ME... NOTHING STRANGE FOR HIM TO DO, THIS IS AN EVERYDAY ACCURANCE.. WELL THAT WAS THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG... HE DECIDES ABOUT 15 MINUTES AFTER HANGING UP ON ME TO CALL ME BACK AND HIT ME WITH THE FACT THAT OUR BANK ACCOUNT IS NEGATIVE $13.00 SO NOW I CAN BE PREPARED FOR OVERDRAFT FEES... WE ALL LOVE THOSE... WELL THAT IS JUST ADDING TO THE FACT THAT MY CAR NOTE HAS NOT BEEN PAID AND I UP THE ROOF WITH THAT ALREADY AND THEN THE WATER WORKS COME IN... I AM HAVING AN EMOTIONAL OVERLOAD.. I HAVEN'T EATEN ALL DAY AND NOW I AM BEING TOLD THAT I AM BROKE AND HAVE NOT PAID MY BILLS.. I JUST LOVE THE SOUND OF HOW SHIT IS HITTING THE FAN.. WELL, IN TURN I CALL MY MOTHER.. AND SHE IS NOT SO SUPPORTIVE BUT SHE REALLY TRIED... I AM NOT REALLY WANTING TO BE HANDED MONEY OR ANYTHING.. I AM JUST BREAKING DOWN BECAUSE I AM WORKING AND I AM NOT MOVING FORWARD IN ANYWAY... WELL SHE HUNG UP WITH ME AND THAT WAS GOING TO BE THAT... BUT THEN I GET A PHONE CALL FROM MY FATHER AND HE IS TELLING ME THE SAME BULLSHIT DIFFERENT DAY.. GET ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE AND I WILL HELP YOU ..BLAH BLAH BLAH.... YOU KNOW YOU CAN NOT LIVE OFF OF $7.50 AN HOUR IT JUST DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY.. WELL.. I DIDN'T TELL HIM THAT BUT ONE OF THESE DAYS I WOULD LOVE TO EXPLAIN TO HIM HOW IT REALLY IS IN MY WORLD... NOT THE WORLD IN WHICH HE LIVES IN.. WELL.... COME TO FIND OUT MY MOTHER TOLD MY FATHER THAT I WAS DOWN.. AND THAT HE NEEDED TO CALL ME.. AND IT JUST COMES TO FIND OUT THAT WHEN HE ASKED HOW I WAS I TOLD HIM... I AM JUST TIRED OF BILLS...PAYING BILLS AND THEN YOU HAVE MORE BILLS AND THEN AT THE END OF YOUR CHECK YOU AIN'T GOT SHIT FOR YOURSELF.. IT SUCKS AND I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO ENJOY IT AT ALL...IT IS LIKE GETTING FUCKED IN THE ASS BUT THIS TIME IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD....
WELL, AFTER THIS WHOLE DURATION OF CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER BACK AND FORWARD.. I HAD ENDED UP WITH A GREAT JOB AVAILABLE TO ME.. $2.50 MORE THAN WHAT I AM MAKING NOW AND BENEFITS.. WHICH I DO NOT HAVE AND GAS/VEHICLE EXPENENSE PAID FOR... I LOVE IT THIS IS GOING TO BE THE BEGININING TO LIFE GETTING BETTER.. I KNEW THIS YEAR WAS GOING TO BE A GREAT YEAR.. IT IS JUST TAKING SOME TIME AND I NEED TO BE PATIENT.. THE UNIVERSE IS ALIGNING IN MY DIRECTION AND I SHOULD BE THANKFUL...
*~I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD AND THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WHEN I WAS SO BUMMED TODAY!!!~*
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
NOW THAT IS STRANGE!!!
IT IS STRANGE TO SEE HOW YOU CAN JUST OPEN YOURSELF UP TO THE WHOLE WORLD AND NOT EVEN BAT AND EYE.. I AM PRESENTING THIS BLOG FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME TODAY AND I AM THAT MUCH MORE EXCITED TO BRING MYSELF ALL THAT MORE OF ATTENTION AND COMMUNICATION WITH THE WORLD AS WE SPEAK. NOW, I AM SURE THAT YOU ALL KNOW THAT WHEN YOU LIVE YOUR DAY TO DAY LIVES THAT IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO OBTAIN FRIENDSHIP AND RELATIONSHIPS, WE ARE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANY MORE-I AM REFERING BACK A FEW YEARS FOR ME BUT STILL I AM 20 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE BEEN OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL FOR 4 YEARS AND I AM NOTICING THAT I AM NOT COMMUNICATING LIKE I USE TO IN SCHOOL... I ASSUME THAT IT IS EASIER TO COMMUNICATE WHEN YOU ARE NOT WORKING A FULL TIME JOB, JUGGLING BILLS, AND TRYING TO GET THAT LITTLE BIT OF EXTRA TIME IN SO WHEN YOUR CHECK COMES IN YOU WILL HAVE SOME SPENDING MONEY... I DO NOT REALLY HAVE TIME TO GO TO A CLUB OR A BAR TO MEET SOMEONE AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU THERE IS NO POINT IN REALLY TRYING TO DO THAT ESPECIALLY IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DRINK YOUR LIFE AWAY.. AND THAT IS WHAT A BAR OR CLUB IS USING ALCOHOL TO CONVERSATE AND BRING PEOPLE TO YOU.. REALLY SEEMS REDICULOUS BECAUSE WHEN YOU OR ANYONE GETS INTOXICATED PEOPLE BECOME BELIGERANT AND IGNORANT AND END UP MAKING A FOUL OUT OF THEMSELVES.. REALLY DOESN'T MAKE SINCE NOW DOES IT?
NOW, THAT MAJORITY OF THE POPULATION USES DRINKING AS THERE OPENING TOWARDS SOCIETY, THOSE FEW THAT CHOOSE NOT TO DRINK OFTEN HAVE TO PICK SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS ENTERTAINING AND THAT WILL BRING THEM OUT TO PUBLIC. LAST NIGHT, JOSH, HIS FAMILY AND I WENT OUT TO BARNEY'S WHICH IS A SALOON/BILLARD.. WELL YES ALCOHOL IS A BIG THING IN THAT PLACE AS WELL BUT AT LEAST THERE CAN BE SOME TYPE OF CONVERSATIONAL PEICE.. PLAYING POOL... NOW REMEMBER I AM THE BABY OF THE GROUP SO EVERYONE ELSE GRABS A DRINK AND ENJOYS THEMSELVES AND THAT IS THAT... BUT I TOOK NOTICE IN SOMETHING, THE PEOPLE THAT I WAS WITH DID NOT COME TO DRINK TO GET DRUNK... AND THIS IS EITHER ONE-BECAUSE THE PRICES WHERE SO DAMN HIGH OR PLAYING POOL WAS MORE ON THERE MINDS-NOT GETTING PLASTER AS THEY STUMB AROUND THE TABLE.. AND THIS MY FRIEND SEEM MORE REASONABLE THAN TRYING YOUR BEST AT A BAR TO MEET FRIENDS.. SO THAT LEADS TO ANOTHER QUESTION.. HOW IS A BAR A SOCIAL GATHERING IF EVERYONE WHOM IS THERE IS CONCENTRATING ON THOSE WHOM THEY HAVE WITH THEM? SO IS A BAR OR CLUB A SOCIAL GATHERING? AND IF NOT WHAT IS? WHERE DO YOU MEET MORE PEOPLE?
I AM PROPOSING TODAY THAT I USE THE INTERNET AS MY SOCIAL GATHERING OF THE TIME.. MOST PEOPLE STAY TO BUSY TO OBTAIN A MEANINGFUL TIME WITH ANYONE WHOM THEY ARE PROSUMED TO MEET IN THE NEAR FUTURE... SO THEREFORE I AM SAYING THAT THE INTERNET HAS ACTUALLY BROUGHT THE WORLD TOGETHER BUT SEPERATE AT THE SAME TIME.. IT IS EASIER TO COME HOME AND CHAT ON THE COMPUTER THAN IT IS TO GET DRESSED AND GO TO A BAR ON A REGULAR BASIS.. OH, AND NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT IT IS CHEAPER...
BUT THIS LEADS TOWARDS ANOTHER TOPIC... IF YOU ARE SINGLE AND YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE OTHER THAN YOUR JOB THAN CAN YOU REALLY FOLLOW THE POLITICALLY CORRECT WAY OF DOING THINGS... I AM REFERING TO CO-WORKERS.. SHOULD YOU KEEP THEM JUST A PEOPLE YOU WORK WITH OR CAN THEY BECOME SOMEONE YOU ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH? HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU THINK WORK AND DON'T THINK ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH THERE CO-WORKERS OR EVEN THINK ABOUT GOING OUT TO HAVE FUN WITH?... THIS QUESTION WORKS FOR BOTH SINGLE AND NOT!!!
THIS IS NOTHING BUT CONVERSATION THAT INTEREST ME.. I AM THINKING HOW PEOPLE REALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THAT LITTLE RULE OF NOT SLEEPING WITH THERE CO-WORKERS OR USING THERE JOB AS A SOCIAL MARKING?
STAYING WITH IN THE LINES...
THERE ARE SEVERAL BOOKS IN WHICH HELP YOU AND OTHERS TO OBTAIN WHAT THEY WANT IN LIFE... WHO MOVED MY CHEESE.... THE SECRET ... AND DON'T EAT THE MARSHMELLOWS YET... I HAVE READ TO OUT OF THE THREE AND TO KEEP WITH IN THE LINES OF THE BOOKS I AM NEEDING A REFRESHER EVERY SO OFTEN SO NOW I AM READING AGAIN TO GET MYSELF BACK ON TO A POSITIVE WAY OF LIFE... AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAY TO YOU IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO STAY POSITIVE ALL THE TIME... I WILL COMMENT BACK ABOUT MY FUTURE SITUATION- THUS BEING AFTER I REREAD THE BOOK....
NOW, THAT MAJORITY OF THE POPULATION USES DRINKING AS THERE OPENING TOWARDS SOCIETY, THOSE FEW THAT CHOOSE NOT TO DRINK OFTEN HAVE TO PICK SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS ENTERTAINING AND THAT WILL BRING THEM OUT TO PUBLIC. LAST NIGHT, JOSH, HIS FAMILY AND I WENT OUT TO BARNEY'S WHICH IS A SALOON/BILLARD.. WELL YES ALCOHOL IS A BIG THING IN THAT PLACE AS WELL BUT AT LEAST THERE CAN BE SOME TYPE OF CONVERSATIONAL PEICE.. PLAYING POOL... NOW REMEMBER I AM THE BABY OF THE GROUP SO EVERYONE ELSE GRABS A DRINK AND ENJOYS THEMSELVES AND THAT IS THAT... BUT I TOOK NOTICE IN SOMETHING, THE PEOPLE THAT I WAS WITH DID NOT COME TO DRINK TO GET DRUNK... AND THIS IS EITHER ONE-BECAUSE THE PRICES WHERE SO DAMN HIGH OR PLAYING POOL WAS MORE ON THERE MINDS-NOT GETTING PLASTER AS THEY STUMB AROUND THE TABLE.. AND THIS MY FRIEND SEEM MORE REASONABLE THAN TRYING YOUR BEST AT A BAR TO MEET FRIENDS.. SO THAT LEADS TO ANOTHER QUESTION.. HOW IS A BAR A SOCIAL GATHERING IF EVERYONE WHOM IS THERE IS CONCENTRATING ON THOSE WHOM THEY HAVE WITH THEM? SO IS A BAR OR CLUB A SOCIAL GATHERING? AND IF NOT WHAT IS? WHERE DO YOU MEET MORE PEOPLE?
I AM PROPOSING TODAY THAT I USE THE INTERNET AS MY SOCIAL GATHERING OF THE TIME.. MOST PEOPLE STAY TO BUSY TO OBTAIN A MEANINGFUL TIME WITH ANYONE WHOM THEY ARE PROSUMED TO MEET IN THE NEAR FUTURE... SO THEREFORE I AM SAYING THAT THE INTERNET HAS ACTUALLY BROUGHT THE WORLD TOGETHER BUT SEPERATE AT THE SAME TIME.. IT IS EASIER TO COME HOME AND CHAT ON THE COMPUTER THAN IT IS TO GET DRESSED AND GO TO A BAR ON A REGULAR BASIS.. OH, AND NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT IT IS CHEAPER...
BUT THIS LEADS TOWARDS ANOTHER TOPIC... IF YOU ARE SINGLE AND YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE OTHER THAN YOUR JOB THAN CAN YOU REALLY FOLLOW THE POLITICALLY CORRECT WAY OF DOING THINGS... I AM REFERING TO CO-WORKERS.. SHOULD YOU KEEP THEM JUST A PEOPLE YOU WORK WITH OR CAN THEY BECOME SOMEONE YOU ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH? HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU THINK WORK AND DON'T THINK ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH THERE CO-WORKERS OR EVEN THINK ABOUT GOING OUT TO HAVE FUN WITH?... THIS QUESTION WORKS FOR BOTH SINGLE AND NOT!!!
THIS IS NOTHING BUT CONVERSATION THAT INTEREST ME.. I AM THINKING HOW PEOPLE REALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THAT LITTLE RULE OF NOT SLEEPING WITH THERE CO-WORKERS OR USING THERE JOB AS A SOCIAL MARKING?
STAYING WITH IN THE LINES...
THERE ARE SEVERAL BOOKS IN WHICH HELP YOU AND OTHERS TO OBTAIN WHAT THEY WANT IN LIFE... WHO MOVED MY CHEESE.... THE SECRET ... AND DON'T EAT THE MARSHMELLOWS YET... I HAVE READ TO OUT OF THE THREE AND TO KEEP WITH IN THE LINES OF THE BOOKS I AM NEEDING A REFRESHER EVERY SO OFTEN SO NOW I AM READING AGAIN TO GET MYSELF BACK ON TO A POSITIVE WAY OF LIFE... AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAY TO YOU IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO STAY POSITIVE ALL THE TIME... I WILL COMMENT BACK ABOUT MY FUTURE SITUATION- THUS BEING AFTER I REREAD THE BOOK....
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